I never wanted to leave you 

there were days I spent alone

sitting in this room, contemplating leaving you

Selfish thoughts I suppose

To leave without further notice

I stood at the door while you cried 

pouring your heart to the ground like the rain

like the lightening in the sky, the darkest night took it's toll.

I carried my ground without being phased,

finding the comfort of my own choices and after living with disappointments.

I wish you would've changed me. Made me become another person.

I guess that's how life is though, living in your truth while walking with a heart filled with lies.