I never wanted to leave you
there were days I spent alone
sitting in this room, contemplating leaving you
Selfish thoughts I suppose
To leave without further notice
I stood at the door while you cried
pouring your heart to the ground like the rain
like the lightening in the sky, the darkest night took it's toll.
I carried my ground without being phased,
finding the comfort of my own choices and after living with disappointments.
I wish you would've changed me. Made me become another person.
I guess that's how life is though, living in your truth while walking with a heart filled with lies.